Friday, June 17, 2011

Where do I begin?

Wow.. where do I begin? School's out for summer. Yay! It was a great year. I loved eighth grade. I met a guy. I fell. But I also fell out, kinda. I made some awesome new friends. And I became who I am today.
Let's talk about school. I made A.P. Human Geography for next year. I'm in two math classes and in all honors classes. Yeah, I'm a nerd who is going to have no social life next year. But I'm excited. I'm ready to be challenged. I made some amazing things in sewing. I loved sewing, it was probably one of my favorite classes. The teacher was horrid, but the people in were amazing.
I made a new bestest-est friend. Her name is Taylor. She's amazing, I love her guts. I got closer to my other bestest-est friends, Kylie and Eliza. I have the most amazing best friends, be jealous.
Now, about this guy. Where do I begin? He's amazing but everything went sour a couple weeks ago. Nobody is to blame. We are fourteen for goodness sakes, things don't last. I guess heartache is horrible, but so is being lied to and led on. So which one do you choose? I choose heartache. I would rather be told the truth and hurt, instead of being filled with false hopes and be happy.
Everything has to end. There is no getting around it. We are going to die one day, so we are going to end too.
I'm okay. I'm doing okay. I'm still broken. But you know what? I'm gonna follow my own advice and I'm gonna be happy.
I love my family. I love my friends. I love everything about them. Now, I just need to learn to smile more. I don't need people to think I'm broken over a stupid boy.
Next year is going to be great. I'm gonna have great friends at my side and a great family to support me. I couldn't ask for more.

Everyone be happy. We all have someone to live for.

I know I do,
Dreamer of Rainbows

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