Justin Bieber. The name that makes girls heart swoon.

Justin Bieber. Oh my. The new teenage phenomenon who makes teenage girls heart swoon. Maybe boys too. Who knows.. Well, back to my point. Today I learned that Justin Bieber is now so popular that Glee made an episode about him. I will say though that it was the best episode yet. Mr. Bieber, I will say he is not unattractive, I like them nerdy, and he is as far away from nerdy as you can get, well anyways. Most girls think he is the hottest boy on the market right now. I am done now talking about his looks but his music. Not bad. Never Say Never, Somebody to Love, Baby, One Time, One Less Lonely Girl, and now my brain blanks. This is just showing that I can name all of these off the top of my head and I am not a crazed fan. Now I wonder how many songs the crazed fans know. Who knows?? They do.

The thing that I find the most funny is the craze on his new movie. Even Connor wants to see it. Something is wrong with this picture. My brother wants to see a movie about a sixteen year old kid. Well, anyways. I do want to see the movie, it's not that I love him or that I would eat him if I could. It is more that I can say, I saw Never Say Never. That would be an accomplishment. People today say that Justin Bieber is the sexiest man alive. Or whatever. People who know I dislike will come and whisper in my ear, "Justin Bieber." Even today in my spanish class, we were Team JB. (Justin Bieber.) We won. I would have to say he gave me luck to acomplish winning today.

People love Justin Bieber. Simple as that. Maybe one day, deep down I will find that love. It seems that everyone deep down does. Even a little bit. Justin Bieber can't sing live. The Grammy's as my example of this. Usher can't sing live. Also Grammys. Whatever. He is famous. I mean really famous.

Crazed fans, heartsick teenagers, and top selling CDs. He even has a sickness named after him. Bieber Fever. Whoever thought of that was and is a genius.

One name was all it took. Justin Bieber.

Never Say Never,

Dreamer of Rainbows

Single Awareness Day. Boo Hoo.

Today another day went by, but it was a special one. Valentine's Day. Now as I said earlier, I do agree that love can not be found in junior high. But I might admit that I might be a little, I mean a tidbit sad, that I didn't get a Valentine. Now that doesn't mean I will go and cry my eyes out. I will not go and post it on Facebook, but what I will do is send myself a Valentine. No, I am just kidding. I will tell myself that I am too good for anyone. Or I scare them away. Either way, I win.

But what made my day was the Valentine's I got from my friends. A spider man and X-men one

My favorite. Yes, I am that nerdy. But what made this day annoying was some of the sad looks

on people's faces. Whoopdee do, some teenage boy didn't send you a Valentine.

The thing that sealed the day though, is how when I get home my baby, Aubrey is crawling her

booty over to me. Yes, that seals the day. Well, this post is a shortie but a goodie.

The inspirational tidbit is short so be prepared.

Life sucks. I'm tired of people saying it will get better. It doesn't.

Well, on it's own it doesn't. Try hard. Don't give up. You're awesome.

I'm awesome,

Dreamer of Rainbows

Love. What a small word, for such a big meaning.

Wow! How has life changed lately.. I mean Aubrey has turned one. I am almost fourteen, it's like poof. Life is just moving so quickly I can't even catch my breath at times. It seems to me that the older I get the less friends I have. Or is it only me? It might just be me. I know, I know. I really suck at updating these things, but I hope for those who read it, enjoy it and miss it. Let me look and see some interesting things that has happened to me lately.

In December, I went to Houston to visit my Mom for the first time. No, it wasn't my first time meeting her. Just my first time seeing her new place. My, oh, my, Aubrey turned one. The big one. It seemed to me that she was born yesterday, not that I would want to repeat those horrific events. Let us see. I fell for a boy I didn't even know. I got over him. I got addicted to Halo, which I am pretty much over but that won't probably last long.

I cried, I laughed, I sang a song, and of course I danced like a creepy old lady. I got diagnosed with PatelloFemoral Pain Syndrome which is a long word for misaligned knee cap which causes me pain. I sold a Prom Dress and I sold a Wedding Dress. Yes, I, Claire Harkness Walker, the shy timid girl who seems to never have any friends, sold a wedding dress. With the help of my dad of course. (The Master.) I ate a cookie, with Dutch chocolate in, which made my heart sing. I got Glee Karaoke, which makes me sing with all my heart and then me being a Facebook addict, I posted a video of me playing the game singing, I guess I have no shame.

Facebook. One simple word. A word that makes me get on the computer when I get home, and word that makes me not get my homework done. That single word has made my life, sometimes very hard to live with. But as always, there are negative sides to everything. I hate how people are super young and write about lovey dovey stuff, when they don't even know what true love is. Sometimes you never find out what it is, that is a concept which is hard for me to grasp. I love the aspect of falling in love though. I want him to look at me and smile. That's all I want. I want to be happy, nothing else. I learned from people I know. Don't rush into things, don't do the Mormon engagment where you are only engaged for a little bit, only dating for a little bit.

Well, I am almost fourteen. A year older. Wow, time has flown by. It will be six years that I have lived with my dad. I can't even imagine Life As I Know It without him. Well, to follow with the theme of tomorrow. Which by the way is Valentine's Day. I will do my usual inspirational tidbit.

Love isn't something you just rush into. It isn't something you earn in junior high or maybe even high school. Love is that you know the person inside and out, not just one side of them like maybe a friend would. You know every thing, I mean everything about them. Please be happy, that's all I want for everyone. I wish that everyone in this world knew that someone out there can't go to sleep that night because they are thinking about them. Love everyone, don't judge. I know everyone has told you that, everyone has told ME that but sometimes I slip up. If you see someone hurting help them, killing yourself is not the answer. Someone out there loves you.

I love you,

Dreamer of Rainbows