Long Weeks Behind Me

Well, you know that I seem to never be able to hang out on Saturdays until late at night and then for only an hour or two but it's worth it, I guess. I've been pretty busy these past couple weeks, so for all of those that missed me I'm still alive. Well, I've been officially called by U.S. History teacher his Star Child. I don't know if that is creepy or not. Then being piled with homework that I don't understand or that having the troublesome life of a teenager has made these past weeks long. But I don't want to trouble you guys with my "troublesome" life. I have currently finished the Luxe series and now I am reading "Beautiful Creatures." Weather here in Utah is cold and drabby but inside I am feeling warm and fuzzy which can be equilavent to after you drink a mug of Hot Chocolate.

Currently I am working at my dad's store and getting ready to do his thing. It seems that one day I am going to one day own this place. I don't know if I should be happy or kind of stressed about it. Can I handle scary brides?? Haha, well I guess the older I get then the more I will be able to deal with them. Wish me luck.

It seems that I have grown an inch in these past 3 months which now makes me about 5' 9". So I am guessing that means that I am tall which means jeans getting shorter, sleeves getting shorter, and shoes getting smaller. But you know what Life as I know it seems to getting better. I seem to know myself more and my boundaries, I am me and not anyone elses vision of me.

Here are some funny things this week though, I have 3 husbands who don't even know me. Bwhahaha. That's what me and my friends joke about. Is something wrong this picture when I am still a kid? Don't worry family, I am only joking. Or am I? Well, I guess it's time for me to end with my inspirational thought of the day. Isn't it? Here it goes: (this is from me and not from anyone else.)

Time to find yourself. Don't listen to other people or care about what boys or girls like you. You are you. Don't let anyone change that but if you have a bad attitude, go serve someone. I know that that helps me alot. Day after day I think about the help my grandparents have given me. It could even be a stranger. So don't give up, please don't. You are worth something, everyone one of you!!

Over and out,
Dreamer of Rainbows

The Beginning

Here is the beginning of this blog, "Life as I know it" and it is going to be about life as I know it. Life is a hard, sometimes a cruel place but it will always bring those moments where you want to cry and where you want to smile. For this first entry I guess you guys will get to learn about me. Here's some background info, my parents are divorced and I live wth my dad. I have 2 half brothers and 2 half sisters who are all younger than me. Then to top it off, I have one full older brother. One of my favorite things to do is to read a ton. Some people might call me an "avid reader." I read on average 3 books a week. Yes, chapter books. Right now in my dramatic junior high life, I'm having a hard time expressing my feelings to people and with that comes out stupid fights which make people sad and angry. So people instead of bottling things up let them out or one day you will explode, I know from experience. I'm reading The Luxe and The Fearscape right now, I'm very excited to delve back into the fiction world of reading. Life is hard right now but I'm hoping the longer it goes on, the nicer it will become. So just smile and don't let other people let you down, cause most of my friends know that I might be a jokester but I will always be there for you. I love all of you guys who are reading this! Life will get better, I promise. :)

Over and out,

Dreamer of Rainbows

PS: As you can tell, I love purple! TEE HEE!